My Colourless Path

"All worlds begin in darkness, and all so end. The heart is no different. Darkness sprouts within it, grows, consumes it. Such is its nature. In the end, every heart returns to the darkness whence it came. You see, darkness is the heart's true essence."

There are moments in life , moments in which hopes and dreams are everything that keeps us going or those that bring so much bliss and happiness that they make the past seem like a nightmare. Life is ever changeful and the moments we live through mark our very being . Some turn out to be exactly what they have strived for , while others fall back to who they where. For some time I`ve been falling back , I`m not where I want to be nor do I seem to find a way to break this dark circle. I was trapted in this dream which became reality and that reality became my own calamity. My words lost their colour at this very moment , they lost their strenght and wittered away. They are turning into remnants of my heart and as such they`ll soon turn to dust. You see I was writing because my heart told me to , I made my decisions based on what it whisperd to me. The place where my magic came from got silenced and the reason for that is , someones words.

My heart was my strenght , it was the fuel for my fighting spirit , I believed that , but belief like everything else in this world fades away , thus turning my strenght into weakness. That is something I can`t accept. Maybe it`s time to discard it because it stopped being my trump card , maybe it`s time to accept my not so bright side and live with it , because there are times in which the easy way out is the only option we truly have. Fairytale endings? they happen everywhere , all the time , mine is one of them , though the hero in this one embraced his role and decides to be the villain.