HEARTLESS

I watched the stars and the moon tonight ,
wishing that my heart would turn out bright ,
but all I could get was an empty promise 
and the memory of a soul that I will always miss.

I felt so lost that I looked to my right ,
grasping for a shread of light ,
but all I saw was the same emptiness
and my soul got corrupted by darkness.

I listened closely all around ,
searching for that sweet sound ,
but all I heard was my lonely heart
and the way it slowly broke apart.

I started walking towards nowhere , 
because I always found you there ,
but I ended up inside my oldest nightmare
and the silance brought me to despair.

I promised to myself that it will all end ,
a promise written in blood which I`ll never bend ,
but the essence of life dried out
and all that remained was a dying shout.

I tore my weakness out of my chest ,
leaving a hole that will never heal , as a crest ,
but I released my greatest fear
and all because of you , my dear.