HEARTLESS

I watched the stars and the moon tonight ,
wishing that my heart would turn out bright ,
but all I could get was an empty promise 
and the memory of a soul that I will always miss.

I felt so lost that I looked to my right ,
grasping for a shread of light ,
but all I saw was the same emptiness
and my soul got corrupted by darkness.

I listened closely all around ,
searching for that sweet sound ,
but all I heard was my lonely heart
and the way it slowly broke apart.

I started walking towards nowhere , 
because I always found you there ,
but I ended up inside my oldest nightmare
and the silance brought me to despair.

I promised to myself that it will all end ,
a promise written in blood which I`ll never bend ,
but the essence of life dried out
and all that remained was a dying shout.

I tore my weakness out of my chest ,
leaving a hole that will never heal , as a crest ,
but I released my greatest fear
and all because of you , my dear.

End of Mankind

When the sun goes down on this wretched world,
everything dies out and ends up cold.
When screams become the noise of soundless sound ,
echos of lost shells hollow and bound.

When life spits venom on truth and reality ,
whispering lies of human brutality.
When angels lose their wings and end up blind ,
God forfeits hope in human kind.

When darkness becomes an excuse for lack of light ,
feelings disappear into the night.
When love and hate walk hand in hand ,
everything is swallowed by quick sand.

Soul Reaper

Looking around,
but there`s nothing but the same judging sound. 
Sometimes she feels like yesterdays stranger, 
until hell sends her a new messenger.

Filled with hatred and no remorse,
this dark path just became worse.
The scorching heat in her dark heart,
corrupted souls and dead art.

And so she ends up stepping on her shadow,
wings spread to the edge of eternal emptiness,
ready to descend on her dead prey , like a crow,
pulling it into silent darkness.

The sun ascends and ends the night,
every wandering soul out of sight,
gliding back into the dark abyss,
her eyes shining full of bliss.

Tired

Once again I'm really tired and I feel kinda shitty
Keep thinking about this someone who if I recall is real pretty
Meant to be meeting her on sunday, but bet that plan'll go to hell
And I'll be feeling dissapointed, and sorry for myself again

And so with that plan down the drain
I will be in pain
The people that I live with will be driving me insane
Complain, complain, complain
That's all they ever do
And I get stuck in the middle when they fucking argue
And I am so confused, to my bed I must retire
Because beneath the sheets I can rest

For once I just wish that things would go well
Instead of every little thing in my life it goes to hell
For once I just wish that things would go my way
Because in my life I tend to fuck up every single day

So please don't let this fuck up
It's the only thing keeping me going
As I type this shit I can feel my heart slowing...
Down, down, down 'cuz that's all I ever go.
I'm feeling kinda tired and it's started to show.