It`s not arrogance , it`s just ME

What does define a man? Is it the women he`s been with? Is it the number of "hits" he dealt? I am a man. I am a man who has no fears , I am a man who lives this life defined by his own regrets , I`m the guy some would tear appart just because my knowlegde scares most of my kind . You see for some I`m an anomaly , I`m the kind that would go through hell just to find an answer or a meaning , I`m the kind who fights for what he believes in , even if my belief turns out to be a lie. Some would say I`m stupid or that I cheat my way through life. I`m not searching for an easy way and stupidity is not I word I would even acknoladge , I just follow my heart , and at this very moment my heart shows me the past , my failures , my weaknesses and all the mistakes I made. You see my heart is different or maybe I am , because I decided to listen to it. At some point I lived for revenge , I dedicated my life to justice , my own justice ... because I felt like a God , because I forgot what it really takes to be human , because I forgot about the beauty that love brings and because of that my righteousness killed me inside. I lived a lie , I put a mask on and I keeped going on for several years , but I just played a role , I tryed to fit in a story which was not ment for me and so today I realise that my life is not my own. Really why would some other guy envy me? I think most are doing well as they are , I think being simple and not searching for a greater meaning makes you a man... and if you don`t feel like that I`m truly sorry for you. You see lately all I`m searching for is my own greatness and I`m going to pursuit that goal , no matter where it takes me , no matter how hard it will be , nothing and no one will ever stand in front of my goals or my hearts desire . You see this is not arrogance , it`s just ME.