Tired

Once again I'm really tired and I feel kinda shitty
Keep thinking about this someone who if I recall is real pretty
Meant to be meeting her on sunday, but bet that plan'll go to hell
And I'll be feeling dissapointed, and sorry for myself again

And so with that plan down the drain
I will be in pain
The people that I live with will be driving me insane
Complain, complain, complain
That's all they ever do
And I get stuck in the middle when they fucking argue
And I am so confused, to my bed I must retire
Because beneath the sheets I can rest

For once I just wish that things would go well
Instead of every little thing in my life it goes to hell
For once I just wish that things would go my way
Because in my life I tend to fuck up every single day

So please don't let this fuck up
It's the only thing keeping me going
As I type this shit I can feel my heart slowing...
Down, down, down 'cuz that's all I ever go.
I'm feeling kinda tired and it's started to show.

One Moment

Ever felt like everything in your current life is wrong , like you failed to see the bigger picture by letting every moment pass you by without being thankful for the happy moments you are honored to live?
Sometimes we get blinded by fear , fear of losing someone or something , so blinded that we can`t see the beauty of each moment that lies right in front of us. Our concern for that loss makes us forget , that we have to fight each day , fight for our happiness and for the people we love , because life is all about one moment , that priceless moment in which we feel safe and happy , in which we either open our eyes and live or stay blind and lose.